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31 May 2012 @ 12:32 am
Free agent. Sorta.  
So, my 3 years under CAMEO are up and I'm due to get my discharge papers any day now. Then my doctor once more becomes my primary point of contact in regards to my mental health. There's nothing stopping me from getting sent back in the future though should I require it, which is good. I am slightly worried that no longer being under specialist care will mean ATOS and the DWP suddenly think I'm miraculously cured...but then they ignore doctors and specialists in favour of their own box tickers anyway so I may be alright if I scare them enough on assessment day :p.

First thing on my agenda once I receive my outgoing care plan is to arrange a med check with my doctor. I discussed a possible adjustment with my CPN and consultant and they both agreed it was probably necessary. They can no longer order it themselves though for fear of stepping on toes and stuff.

So there's that. I'm having repeated olfactory hallucinations tonight which is irritating the fuck out of me, and my tolerance for bullshit and general stupidity is at an all-time low and really making me want to hit someone in the face repeatedly with a ball-peen hammer. Why not a claw hammer you ask? Coz the name is funnier. It sounds like an instrument for smashing male genitalia doesn't it? See, even though you're feeling downright murderous and want to climb to the top of a tall building, scream 'I am surrounded by idiots' and then jump off and land on a few of them (with said hammer in hand), it is important to retain your sense of humour :p.

My sleep diary is reading like an American football match. Stop. Start. Stop. Start. Stop. Start.

And it's getting warm. Annoyingly, uncomfortably so.

But other than that, I'm just coasting along and doing alright.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Teh Phlege: Brooding!Sevenphlegethon_vii on June 5th, 2012 06:54 am (UTC)
Fagless for 19 months now. What you are experiencing is the ol' 'don't touch the red button' effect. Is there anything addictive in clove ciggies or is it a force of habit kinda thing?

Plugging your face holes has little effect on olfactory hallucinations in my experience. You can still smell it in your braaaaiiiiin. Plus you look kinda ridiculous and someone will inevitably knock on your door when you look ridiculous :p